Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Well, It will be a long day.

On the bright side:
I have a 89% in Environmental Ethics (almost an A), a B in Archaeology, a B in Rites of Passage, a B in my Sr. Sem class (to my knowledge), and a B in Ceramics.

On the not-so-bright side:
There have been a couple of bumps in the road and I am pretty sure that, despite planning wedding stuff, Josh is unhappy. I can't seem to cheer him up despite doing things that usually make him happy. And I was sick last weekend with sniffles and cough, headache. No body aches, no GI, no fever, so I don't think it was H1N1. I took a half dose of nyquil before bed two nights ago and slept clear through halfway through next day. I was still hacking yesterday, but almost everything is gone. I have also done something either incredibly good or incredibly stupid in regards to Josh, and it could end up being a huge mistake, the biggest in my life. Or it will be something that makes me happy and us happy. Everyone is fretting about it even though I won't talk about it. I keep worrying, which is making my headache not go away and makes me feel shaky, stomach icky, and in general not well. I think it is just the worry, though, no chills or fever. I will know the outcome later tonight.

On another bright side:
I am going to be carving pumpkins and having a salmon dinner with two of my TIUA friends. This is their first halloween, so it will be fun! We will even roast the seeds. They are really excited for the fish (they apparently miss fish) and they are excited to be a part of American ritual for Halloween. Haven't heard about a haunted house, but I will be trick-or-treating with S and E, and will go on a field trip before that. More fun! :)

I am sitting in a class where I am trying not to snore I am so bored. I have logged off of facebook because I am getting pestered about my status of "may have made the biggest mistake in her life." The 'her' being myself. So I changed it to 'loves you all. But doesn't want to talk about it." or something like that. It starts with loving everyone and has something about not wanting to talk about it. And getting caffinated. YAY CAFFINE!

Updates later.
~N

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