Updates, process, progress.

So, the thing I was worried about was that Josh would leave. Because he has been depressed lately, I told him that I loved him, always would, but if he went home today and wants to break it off I would understand and I wouldn't be angry. I apologized that I couldn't keep him happy. I said if he comes to get me after work we will talk and try to go from there, but if he didn't come, I would know that he wanted to break it off.

Needless to say, he came and got me, saying that loving me was greater than anything that happens. And was greater than his sadness. We are working on it, and had a long conversation and crying and trying to figure it out. We are both imperfect, and it hurt to think of him leaving (especially when we could work it out over time), but if it was for the better for him I would let him go. But I am happy he stayed. It may be a rough road, but we will transverse it together.

I got back my second review for Ceramics, still pulling a "B" in the class. I still have a "B" in my Rites of Passage in Chinese Culture class, "B" in Environmental Ethics, a "B" in Archaeology, and a "B" in my Senior Seminar class. Which is good enough for me, though an "A" would be nice. In Ceramics I am kind of lazy, since it is so easy, so I don't try all too hard. Right now we are working on "Dichotomous cubes," which sounds easy. The Final has been issued, which is an interesting thing, I need to play with ideas for that one.

Tonight Josh, two TIUA students, Alexis, Annie and myself are going to have a pumpkin-carving dinner tonight. The TIUA students are making us a dinner, which is nice of them. They like to cook Japanese food when they come over. I think they really miss it. They were SOOO excited that Josh and I have salmon, because they missed eating fish, since they could not have much since coming to the US. We will also vacuum twice so Annie doesn't have a huge allergy attack because of our cats. She loves them but is allergic. In preparation Josh and I spent HOURS cleaning, vacuuming, sweeping, changing linens in the living room and whatnot. Those cats got dander and fur everywhere. She just cannot go in the bedroom, which is now trashed and is still full of cat dander. Which sucks. There will be cider (hot and not), food, pumpkin carving and pumkin seed cooking/eating. It will be fun! :)

I am going to be selling things at a powwow in about a week, and I am nervous because I will have my own booth. I am not used to that. I have a business name for it, am working on making Price Tags and Business Cards. *NERVOUS*

LOVE YA!
~N