Thursday, October 8, 2009

*sigh*

It seems like this is just a place to rant sometimes. I had a full, busy weekend. On Thursday I started thesis stuff. On Friday night I had to take S and E to the hospital. We stayed there till 1am, and they admitted E, so we helped out with that for the next 2 days.

I had to do a lot of homework and had to do thesis stuff.

I turned in my take-home test a full 13 hours late. I got my thesis proposal first draft in on time, but it was kind of crappy. I am surprised the prof. thinks it is about B/B- quality. I didn't think so. Still don't.

Josh was taken away Monday night to help build a shed. He wasn't supposed to leave till Tuesday morning, but his dad just up and changed his mind. *ANGER* He was supposed to be back last night, but came home today and the stupid shed STILL isn't done. So he wants to go back. I didn't get to spend good, quality time with him since Thursday, so I am very frustrated that he wants to just go to the meeting (spend about an hour with me or so, no quality time) and then take off again. oirgfjkowihgfdjn!*sigh* and he says that I don't understand the situation...

We were doing better for a while, communicating well and working well together. I know this is just a glitch, but there seems to be friction for the moment. I think we have different priorities. They could build the shed without him, they have the capabilities. He could be going around in Salem to pester jobs and interview instead of climbing a shed to finish a roof. Yes, he would be paid for the roof, but he is also ditching me to do the housework, work, AND do my homework. It is tiring. I know it will be better, but it sucks right now.

I found out today that a foreign exchange friend of me died yesterday. They found him at 11 dead in his apartment. This has been hard and I have been having trouble focusing on things. It was really sudden and no one expected it at all. And so I have just been questioned about a reading in class and I said "I didn't read it, someone died." Yeaaaaaah...

I am going to the Historic Deepwood Estate in Salem to see if we want to use it for the wedding. Inside the house has only 40 people allowed at once for an event. The grounds could have more people. I am hoping they can quote a LOW price, since we don't really have money saved up. *grumblegrumble*

I found out recently that S and E are moving. It makes me sad but we are gonna keep in contact. *go Nikki Facebook and Email stalking powers!* Maybe we can visit if we end up in the area they are moving to.

Thesis is killing me. I am doing thesis stuff so much that I am not hanging out with my friends much at all. This is kind of really sucking. And I am sleepy and tired all the time. I am sleepy now and I still have 5-10 min of class. Zzzzzz.

OH. On the car. It is broken. Sell it for scraps. Need a new car, but I will NOT insure the car if I cannot drive it. (AKA stick shift) I will not budge on this. We can use the car until it dies, can't really break it much more. Don't drive it far because towing bills. Yay... *SARCASM*

EDIT: He is getting the F*CKING Trooper that I DON'T want because I CANNOT drive stick. I refuse to insure the thing, since I cannot drive it comfortably (or at all at the moment). He will need to get a JOB and insure it on HIS OWN. He is getting it because he wants to, and refuses to listen to the fact that I don't want the damn thing AT ALL. *sigh* ((Sorry about all the capslock, I am just REALLY frustrated by this!)) Oh, and it is also broken. Needs a new carberator. Josh is gonna get a scrap carberator off his uncle in Springs. Which may or may not work at all. *numerous explicatives*

Okay, enough ranting. I gotta go!
Much love!
~N

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