Okay, so last time wasn't actually two weeks. It is two weeks from TODAY! Oh my effing gawd! I am so nervous and freaked out that I managed to make my stomach condition return. That sucks big-time. It makes it difficult to concentrate. So does the fact that I have little direction in my life. I mean, graduate. Get married. I don't have a job post-graduation, nor do I really have too many prospects. I have been trying too hard just to graduate with my pathetic mental, emotional and physical health. Ugh!
Doesn't help that my friends seem to have direction. So much is uncertain right now... and it is harder since there isn't much I can do, I am so stuck focusing on making enough money to get by that I am slipping in school. And slipping in school means I shouldn't work so much and I should focus on my studies so I can actually graduate. UGH.
Oh well. I have to get back to my thesis and other shit that needs done. Pardon the explicative.
~N
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