In which Nikki admits that she fucked everything up this weekend

So, I am a royal fuck up this weekend.

I went shopping at costco and spent waaaaay more money than I intended to. Therefore I did not have the money to go to my cousin's reception this weekend. So SHE is pissed off at me.

I was told somethingI didn't know was in the 'not to be repeated' category, so I said something to another person and caused a chain reaction worse than fuck that ended with three people pissed off at me at once and me in tears for the first half hour or more of work today. So that makes that move a maaaajor fuck-up. Should have been smarter. And before anyone asks, the topic is closed. To everyone. I am not talking about the details at all or about this anymore. This is just a "fuck, I fucked up so bad" statement and will be nothing more.

I totally almost forgot father's day. And when I did I called at an inconvenient time.

.... oh, and my cat Princess won't sit still and I am really scared that she will get a seroma because she won't stop moving long enough to keep it from happening. So we took her in to the clinic today to see if the bulge forming was, in fact, the dreaded seroma. Good news is it isn't. It is just something else causing a bulgey-ness. Just keep an eye out in case it gets bigger or in case it gets fluid-ey and squishy, because that would be a problem. I think the people at the clinic think that Josh and I are paranoid, since we keep bringing our cats in to get checked out since we don't actually know what a seroma looks or feels like except it is a bump the size of a marble or bigger and it is bad shit.

Domino gets her stitches out tomorrow, which will be fun, fun. I don't know if we are supposed to not feed her or not. I know for surgery you have to stop feeding her at 11pm the day before the surgery. And the surgery is usually the next afternoon. (Funny, Domino's stitches were black and Princess's were hot pink.)

On the bright side, things at the apartment are steadily improving. We are finding homes for everything in the apartment. We still lack a table, iron and ironing board, mixer, blender, chairs for said table, and some shelving for the bajillion books we have. Oh, and a proper dresser.

And Josh and I went on a picnic yesterday for dinner. It was slightly lame in that it was just sandwich stuff and cookies and soda pop as we sat in the middle of a path at the nearby park, but it was fun to get out of the apartment for dinner, even if it was cheap-cheap.

I am currently sitting bored at work. I have nothing to scan, no metadata to enter, and despite writing for a character and listening to a movie, I would greatly rather prefer I was doing something productive. I may update this again today if I feel like it. Since it is a blog and I know at least two people read it, I guess I should update it more frequently than I have in the past.